One shot

My aunt was admitted in the hospital today. She's previously suffered a mild stroke,  now they have to amputate her toes due to some complications cuz of ther diabetes. I feel so sad for her.

She tok care of me when i was young and i've always been very close to her. It breaks my heart to see her in this situation. Her kids cldn't care less, And i'm furious with them for being the way they are. 

My mum has diabetes too, and if there comes a day when she is in this position i'm not gonna be sitting ard doing nothing and hoping that GOD wld help her. I want to be able to give my mum the best.She's done so much for me and i wldn't be where i am today if not for her. I've decided to go back to sailing as soon as possible. 

I was hesitating all these days cuz of the ppl ard me and the gal i met, But love or liking wateva it is, has to take second place this time. It'll juz have to wait. I want to be able to throw the cash and get wateva it is wrong with my parents fixed. I want to give them a comfortable life. I'm the oldest so i've to set an example for my brother.

I postponed going once for you if you eva do read this, But this time it's different. moreover we don't seem to be going anywhere with this whole thing also. U juz take ur time , but i've also got a list of things to do. If you actually feel the same way i hope u understand. I juz wish you wld for once speak ur mind...Atleast i'd noe, and so wld u.

Anyways it was nice knowing u. Thank you for being there for me when no 1 else was : )