tomorrow's my older brother's b'day. It'll be 22 years since he left us. I never knew exactly why he died or how he did but today after hearing it, i can't hold back my tears and my anger. My father just told me that my younger brother is the way he is today because i never showed him the right path. He said if my older brother was around he wouldn't  have had this problem it kindda hurts alot... but it's ok. Bonds like family ,gf's and all these things are the one's which hold ppl back from being who they want to be or stop them from becoming great i choose to be great one day. and i will.