Breathless

 valentines day was ok i guess... actually i got up a little later than usual. like 3 p.m so i didn't have to go through the most of the day.haha

I got to hang out with jithen most of the day, than go run than hang out with him again. so yea it was fun.... ok who am i kidding! it was nice being around my fren but it was kindda lonley also la.. 

Puvana i'm not angry with you or anything, we made our choices and going back and trying to fix things is juz not going to work for  me. i care for you alot, even now. I'm glad you called. i really am. Happy valentine's day to you. i'm sorry bout the movie plan, but i juz don't want to put myself in a vulnerable position again. 

I miss those times in my life where i felt everything was juz so fine, it hurts on the inside so much. to the other person i dunno why ur behaving this way, but i hope i didn't do anything to hurt you. If i did.... i'm really sorry.

I think im juz gonna move away.  i seem to be doing more bad than good for ppl ard me ah. Time to go far far away : D feel safe again.