so i went to the company today at changi with karthiik, it was a really long bus ride ah, two bus rides actually. My heart was beating kindda fast while i was on my way there. I don't know why, but everytime i go to sign the contract i feel this way. When we reached the bus stop we were tapping our cards before we alighted and karthik being juz a wee bit tooo tall hit his head on the metal bar above the door it was damn funny ah!! everyone in the bus turned to look at us, and i cldn't stop laughing. hahahaha

                                                                        so after tat we went on to the company and i was talking to the crewing officer, he was a new guy kindda nice, tats a gd thing tat way he might help me return to sg on time and not drag like the last time ah. i was stuck in thailand for 2 weeks more!! So it's official i'm going for 6 mths in a few days time... takecare everybody stay safe alright.... i'll be back soon try not to miss me too much...hahaha i kid i kid.

To the person who was my everything do takecare, i hope good things come ur way. i'm sorry i said i didn't want to meet. i think it's better for the both of us this way... Please take things slow don't rush into things ok... i'll still always be here for you, juz so you noe :)

                                                                             To the other person who kindda means alot now, you're a wonderful person and i really do hope u'll be happy. Don't worry bout the exams and all i'm sure u'll do well. There're alot of things i've got to say but i don't think i'm ready to say it juz yet neither do  think ur ready to hear it. But it's ok like i said to my frens, ur the only one i wanna talk to but i don't wanna rush. Do takecare haha and i'm pretty sure i won't miss you ah! haha no la i'm joking i'm joking... =) i guess i'll see you soon... If you ever do read this i guess u'll noe huh... we'll see.