I'm drunk as a dog... I can't walk straight and i have a beer belly : ) hahahaha but it's ok this phase will pass pretty soon. JUz came back from selatar reservoir with vinod and karthik. I've been going there everyday for the past few days. It makes me feel very quiet and at peace. I feel very happy being there and we just talk and all. And well there's the endless bottles of beer too but.... It's all good. As days go by im starting to realise that the person i am when im sober isn't very hard to crack cuz once you got me going on bout three bottles ou can ask me just bout anything and if i trust you juz a little im ur's!! We go there juz to chill but there comes a certain point of time when i realise that we're there cuz of me.Cuz thats the only time when they noe that im weak. And i spill my feelings out to them . They're my friends yes... but still it scares me when ppl noe what kind of a person i am cuz than they can make use of me.I trust my frens though. Especially karthik and vinod. I've go to go run again later. ohh yes and hooters was a blast. Thanks for the wonderful dinner :) i really appreciate it. And now when im back frm sailing u noe where you can find me every other day .... hahaha : P i kid i kid... ok i gotta sleep now can't keep my eyes open any longer. cya