Sunday, February 17, 2008

5 a.m runs.....

I don't really know what's happening nowadays, but i'm feeling alot more alone. I know i always have a grp of frens around me, but i'm beginning to realise that it's cuz i'm afraid of being without them and all alone. I'm running away from the fact that on the inside i'm actually sad and lonley. 

I don't even want to stay at home even for a while i can't sleep at during the night and to avoid thinking bout anything i juz grab my shoes and run. i started running at 5 am today and i only came home at 8.

What the hell wrg with me?? : s

I don't really care bout anything nowadays, i juz keep telling myself that it's ok and that i'm doing well and all but i'm starting to think that it's all bullshit. Would anyone in his right mind want to leave everyone he has juz so he can be alone somewhere else for half a year?? 

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

lonely wrong spelling faggot!! dun be a faggot la...if u keep thinkin tht u haf no1 u will definately feel tht way.. look at things wid a diff perspective.. life will be better..

Anonymous said...

i nvr think i got no 1 la ASS! i got all of you wat! juz alittle lonely... nth wrg with that wat stupid fuck

Anonymous said...

find somebody then since you feel lonely.

Anonymous said...

ahh okay... juz cuz i'm feeling alone dosen't mean i need someone. not intrested in all this. who's this by the way ah?

Anonymous said...

faggot

Anonymous said...

i heard u love the sailor girl??

Anonymous said...

don't tok nonsense ah. u'l deciding who i like for me ah