My feelings show

My life seems so massive and random, i've got so many thoughts popping into my head. And i try to think bout everyone of the but there just seems like there's too many. I was juz speaking to a fren who sailed with me and he was telling me bout how he had a gf when he  went he went sailing and another one back in sg. It's a long story. And he used to love her so much... wat happened i don't know but it's juz weird to see these things happen... so bout the randomness in my head i wish to be myself for juz this one entry and say I miss you so much, and i no how you feel bout relationships and all but..... nahh forget it, it's taking too much out of me to complete this...  i miss you ****** juz as a fren for now, but maybe if fate or smthing allows and i pick up the courage to allow myself to love again,and so do u, than i'll let u noe.

oh yea and i've decided to sail continuously for the nxt 9 mths so i finish it off...i noe it's a long time bu since neither of us seem to be ready time will tell.... Cuz like u said seperation makes the heart grow fonder