Monday, April 21, 2008

So i'm sitting in my room reflecting on my life and all, and i'm let wondering did i make mistakes with povanes, cuz if i was such a gd bf, y did we end up this way? Y did after 2 and a half years did all those things have to happen. Y did i loose my temper, my cool i always controlled myself but y did i give up on tat. Shd i have given it a second chance?? If we didn't go our seperate ways i wldn't be wat i am today, so afraid to love, to trust , even to like. But we can't always life in the past...

            We all see many different people throughout our life time and we like some ppl that we see and some ppl we juz do not, howeva there can only be one special person tat we'll find. And although throughout life we make many mistakes bout this person being special and all we some day realise tat wat if we were with this other person how wld our life have been...The moment that thought comes to ur mind the relationship u have with whoeva at that moment is a waste. U shd never have second thoughts of the person ur with...Not only does it create problems it also hurts the other person ,tats y u shd get to noe the other person very well b4 entering into a relationship, only when u see uself being with that person shd u actually commit.

As for me i like this gal now, in my eye's she's very diff from all the other gals and i do think she's special. And there's also the possibility tat i like her juz cuz i juz got out of a relationship and she'd be the rebound...But honestly do u think i'm like tat.....? it's juz a like thingy at the moment no commitments and all, but she's keeping her distance i guess cuz she's not interested and she dosen't want to hurt me and all. But it's cool, we all nedd our own space ad we take our own time. I wld have bee put off if she liked me juz at that instance, but she decided not to and tat makes her special, waiting for the right time and always staying ahead. Gals shd be that way but u juz don't see too much of that these days... As for me i'll always be around and when she feels like she needs me around she'll let me noe...i think.haha 

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