Sunday, April 13, 2008

Road to destruction


Confusion has taken over my mind!  i hate what i'm doing to myself and to you. I've been pushing you away for the past week or so. i try my best to stop myself frm keeping in contact with you ,but there're juz sme times where it gets so lonleyi juz can't help myself. i've been trying to piss you off, and make you hate me, disgusted and all. i hope it works. when i first got to noe you i saw you as someone who i cld really click with someone who was very diferent frm all the other gals i've met. you still are. But i'm juz not the same person. my lonley nights are starting to take a toll on me. I noe i say all that crap bout this gal being hot and tat gal being hot and all but the truth is i juz don't see any gal in the way. they juz don't affect me.i find it kindda weid to tell another i love her when for the past 2 years and more i've help another gals hands and always told her i'd never leave her and that i'd always hold her. i guess i really meant it.

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